I want to shut you off
away, away from me.
So painful,
even humiliating,
to wait in the dark, helplessly,
just for a note.
She said:
“She lowered herself to the dust, then flowers rising up.”
So in dust I am, but no bud in sight.
But I feel so alive, just talking to you.
Your eyes as the beacon of the stormy night,
the homing of my lonely soul,
rest in your assuring mind.
I want to shut you off
from this physical world.
Just keep you alive in the opera of my notes
with all of you that I can relate.
I can tell you how much I love you
without your eyes roaming away.
I can tell how much you mean to me
without seeing your tears glistening away.
I want to shut you off
from this physical world,
just preserve you in my soul.
I want to shut you off
from this soul,
Revive you when I back alive.
I want to shut you off, off, off…
我要离你远点
越远越好
如此痛苦，卑微
久长的焦灼、惶惶在暗里
只为弹出你的一个光点
她说：
“低到尘埃里，然后开出花来。”
嘿，芽都没有,尘埃空成堆
然,就是聊聊天，活力满高台
眼如灯塔暴雨夜
心引游灵回
离开现实的你
厮守文字里
文字里，有现实的丰盈无比
文字里，可姿意说爱你
目光无痴疑
谢你朽木新栽
也不用泪水涟涟
离开质绊的你
守你灵魂里
若灵斯如水
待我活过来
再去找你
我要离你，现实的你
远点、远点、再远点…
